Why, oh why?

I've been having a lot of conversations in my head lately. Conversations that I should have been having with someone else. I'm afraid I'm going to start forgetting all the things I still have to talk about because the inventory is too high already!

Why do I feel like I'm the only who is concerned? Why is there a communication hiatus when there's no reason for one? Why does distance between cities have to determine the distance between minds? Why do I feel left alone to deal with it on my own? and for whose sake?!

Only questions in my mind, no answers. The answers, when they come, will determine what path I take. Still searching...

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"Needing someone is like needing a parachute. If he isn't there the first time, chances are you won't be needing him again."

If wishes were horses...

A recent post by a friend reminded me of what I'm still missing. Some music comes to mind. It comes close to what I'd want to say:

My Wish Comes True

Hold me, let me feel you
In my arms again
Softly you whisper my life
My best friend.

A moment is all I'm searching for
Just a moment in love with you
A moment so special so beautiful
In a moment my wish come true

Save me from the future
Take me back in time
the words they have no meaning
Without you in my life

Let me walk the rainbow
In times of sweet surprise
To when I was a little girl
And I had you in my life
Time has no answer
For words left unsaid
For words have no meaning
There's no road ahead

A moment is all I'm searching for
Just a moment in love with you
A moment so special so beautiful
In a moment my wish comes true

I am looking for a reason
To smile once again
Through every changing season
The pain I can't explain
I see the magic all around
Shining down on me
With you my life would be so right
If only it could be

May be this world is a mystery to me
But if you could be here for eternity

A moment is all I'm searching for
Just a moment in love with you
A moment so special so beautiful
In a moment my wish comes true

My wish comes true...

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Love does not ask, "Do you love me?" It only says, "I love you."